Dear Diary, Winter 2000

Sorry it took me so long to let you know what's up...
 
Let me start by wishing everyone a  happy, happy New Year, full up with everything your heart desires and your soul requires. 
I  for one am very excited about 2001 ; there are so many good vibes in the air...after a couple  of rocky years I feel I can now let go and start anew! The beauty of rocky times is that you grow and grow and grow...especially in spiritual ways, because during those times youÎre being confronted with yourself and your pains. All you can do then is ride along with those waves. On top of all that I decided to quit smoking almost a year ago, so I did not exactly go and make it easier on myself...
I actually prayed a lot...
Sometimes I read in my Guestbook "Danny is a lucky guy".
Let me tell you brothers and sisters ; Iâm the lucky girl here. He's always there for me, always comforting me, helping me. He has 
great shoulders to cry on...
Itâs amazing how strong Iâve become. 
 
 

We finally finished reworking the songs and I have to say that Iâm very pleased with the results. Even though some of the changes are subtle, they are extremely effective! 

Yes, I'm happy I got all this extra time to do this extra work...so thank you, mr. Record company guy!  We gave him those "reworks" and he's very excited. 
So ; anyone who's fresh into making music, here is some advice : don't be hasty. Take your time to give the best you can. Patience is a virtue and this you WILL learn to understand. 
You see ; to have inspiration when you get in to that studio is one thing. You can make your songs and finish them, thinking that didnât take too long, but if you listen to them often enough youâll soon find out things aren't always what they seem. Then you leave them alone and just go about your business, until...ping!...you know what to do to make your songs even better! And you go back to the studio and youâre going to be creative with what inspired you in the first place!
Let me tell you my friends ; that feels great! The result is definitely worth your patience...

Iâm now learning to do something new ; upper tone singing. Are any of you familiar with that?  Itâs when you sing a tone in a certain (throaty) way, you can actually hear a bunch of higher frequencies floating on top. Once you get the hang of it it's really great! Tibettan monks do it in meditations and shamans heal with this type of singing.
Just to let you know what Iâm up to...
 
And look what our dog, Quibes is up to : we caught him and the bitch from next door, Bikki in our garden...
He is now the father of 7 (!) puppies and they're just as cute as can be. Why do I think this is a big deal ? Because poor Quibes had to become eight to finally get laid (excuse the language), and we were cheering him on.
 Awww he's so lovely...

Well, I guess this is it for now. 
Kisses and love,
Darling Nikkie xoxoxoxo
 

 

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