Dear Diary, 
August 2001

On Monday, 13th it was finally there : Marktrock in Leuven!
This was a day I really looked forward to. To perform there at 10pm with my beautiful band was like a dream come true... .
Our rehearsals were getting better every time and we were sounding and looking tight!
We were ready.

Then we got on that stage...
My in-ear monitoring was giving me nothing, so I thought never mind, there's always the normal monitor (on the floor) so no panic.
My floor monitor was giving me...nothing and still I thought, never mind, they'll fix it...
NOT!!

So, imagine this : there was this huge crowd. I was seriously and pleasantly surprised when I saw all those people and I wanted to give the best show ever :).
None of the entire band heard themselves...needless to say I was terribly disappointed and every minute I got more and more angry. I still don't know why I didn't just up and leave... .

After the show I was told about 200 times how good it sounded for the crowd, so I guess that's most important anyway.
I also heard that the so-called monitor mixer was actually a lightguy!! What was he doing behind that mixing desk in the first place?! And other bands had the same problems.

Oh well - this won't be happening again. This was a very valuable lesson which I can use to my advantage.
Just wanted to get it off my chest.
So there!

It was lovely to see some loyal fans like Benoit (all the way from Paris!) and David.
I did have a good time eventually and didn't go home untill 3am! Way past my bedtime!! There was a lovely after party and some of my oldest friends were there : Marie (from UK) of course, Rebecca and Pepen (no idea how to spell that!), Marina and Dennis... . They lifted me right up!
 

During the last few weeks I got a lot of media-attention;   many interviews in many newspapers and magazines.   Because it had been such a long time  since I was part of 'the circus',  I'd forgotten that there  are also tabloids that are just out to be nasty!  I'm very grateful that so far there's onlybeen one.but it's a pain in the ass.They claim that I told them that I was 'the brain'  behind all the past projects : Praga Khan,  Lords of Acid, Milk Inc. etcetera, while all I told them is the truth ;I always co-wrote and / or co-produced. I never claim to be more than I am.
Just wanted to get that off my chest as well. So there!
 

The funny thing is that lately I'm being recognised in my home town. People stare and in the beginning I didn't even see! It was Danny who pointed it out

 to me. TMF (a music channel on tv) had started to play the "Sugarcane" videoclip but I had no idea. The more my face got into the papers and on tv, the "louder" people want to chat with me in the street! This never happened to me in Belgium before and I must say that it feels very strange in a very nice way :).
Of course my head stays tightly on my shoulders - one never knows how long these things last, right?

Yesterday I did an interview for "Jim TV" and that was great fun! Tiany (the reporter) is a real sweet girl and we ended up talking for almost an hour or so... .
 

So now it's time to start preparing for September the 8th. We're performing in Wetteren. It's going to be fantastic!
Looking forward to it.
Right now I'm enjoying the sunshine. We don't get so much of it here, so you won't catch me in the studio on a day like this,no sirree...my ass is parked in a lazy chair out in the garden. I got some slow groovy tunes playing in the background while sipping a cool glass of something, reading a book or just enjoying the surroundings...aaaaahhhh, summer!
On a day like today I feel...lucky.
Just wanted to get this off my chest.
So there!

Big kisses.
 

ps : In the dressing room I opened my lyrics book and to my surprise I saw a beautiful note from my loverman, wishing me good luck and saying how much he loves me. It brought a tear to my eye... . Once again I realised how lucky I am to share my life with Danny.
 

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